What. The. Hell?? Really? Why is it that when some of us have to be grown ups and do what we need and have to do, others are able to just do whatever the f**k they wanna do? For example, I like my job but it's not easy, it can be kind of emotionally draining. Some days I would like to run away, screaming like my head is on fire, but I don't because husband and I have bills to pay. This year, when we got our tax refund, we paid off my car. YAY go us!! But someone I know, who is old enough to know better, has decided that instead of paying off some outstanding debt, they are going to go on a vacation out of the country instead on their refund.
Are you serious right now? I mean, really...?? I am aware that I cannot control other people and their actions, but sometimes it really chaps my ass to know that some people would be able to do whatever they want when husband and I actually have to be grown ups. Being a grown up sucks. Guess I am a little jealous, because I know that if husband and I made a bonehead move like that, our parents would say "Uh, no. We aren't helping you."
I am feeling considerably less kicky and bitchy than earlier because husband and I went to the gym this evening after dinner and I used some of my anger energy there... but I'm still pissy. In with the nicey nice, out with the rage.
Whatever, I guess I get to just go to my happy place, put on my big girl pants, and deal with it. On a happy note, I was able to catch up with someone from high school yesterday that I never really expected that I would be able to hang out with again. It was great, and I had a blast catching up. I guess that's all I really had to say. I am aware that this post wasn't funny or quirky or entertaining. I realize that it was angry and rage-y and kinda bitter, but I promise that this won't be an all the time thing, it will be the exception rather than the rule. I promise I will be back to my normal slapstick, goofy ass self next time.
Until then...
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